sodamnrelatable:

I’m just here like:

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racheleche:

THIS for days.

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My motivation for losing weight is back again. Its been hard and frustrating because I am just not losing any weight at all this year T_T. I haven’t gain anything but I sure haven’t lost nothing. & I had let that get to me and stuff. 

But, even though I had wanted to say eff it. Something deep inside of me does not want me to give up. I just can’t give up. I feel a difference just for losing what I have. My stress isn’t as bad. My confidence has gone up very little, but still it has improved.

Now I just have to figure out a healthy lifestyle that works for me. Trying to eat completely clean is not working. I have to work with my family’s habits. So instead I’m going to try to skim the “fat” off of things. Less meat, more veggies. If I’m going to eat something that’s not very healthy, eat a lot less. Just a lot of small changes, because I can’t afford to go Mrs. Clean with my family’s budget.

Then for exercising…I still don’t know. I was suppose to go to the gym. But I’m still scared. Yes, sucky. But I still will exercise an hour a day.

Oh & I am going nowhere near that evil scale. Nope not at all. I am not going to step onto that scale until I am finished with school, June 9th. I am avoiding that thing like plague because it is mocking me and it annoying.

For now on, no negativity. Only good thoughts. I am going try my best to zen. Calm. Cool. Collected. 

rkimaya:

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